夜曲

It has been more then a year since I update this blog. I thought I gave up blogging for good, but then here it go. When nobody I trust listens to my voice and since nobody else but me is reading it by now. I will spend my time writting it here. Well, I should considere it as a story told by a story teller. When everything had happened, there is nothing much to do but to accept it. For those who happened to read this blog, I thank you for your time.

Here I start by sharing my feelings with this song.

夜曲 - 周杰伦

ECHO2
一群 嗜血的蚂蚁 被腐肉所吸引
我面无 表情 看孤独 的风景
失去你　爱 开始分明
失去你　还有什么事 好 关心
那鸽子 不再象征和平
我终于被提醒　捆着手我现在是 奴隶
我用漂亮的押韵 形容被掠夺一空 的爱情

我应该藏这里　夜色不干净
还给你 整夜的回忆　占满天的星
送你的 白色玫瑰　在纯黑的 花季凋零
午夜在树枝上 诡异的 很安静　　
倾听　我黑色的大衣　像我的你
衣栉比鳞的鬼　走过的走过的生命
啊 四周弥漫 雾气
啊 我在空旷 的墓地
老去后还爱你

ECHO1
为你弹奏肖邦的夜曲
纪念我死去的爱情
跟夜风一样的声音
心碎的很好听
手在键盘 敲钢琴
我给的 思念太小心
你埋葬的地方就有你

为你弹奏肖邦的夜曲
纪念我死去 的爱情
而我为你隐姓埋名
在月光下弹琴
对你心跳的感应
还是如此温热亲近
怀念你那 鲜红的唇印


那些断翅 的蜻蜓　散落在这森林
而我的眼睛　没有丝毫同情
失去你　泪水混浊 无情
失去你　我连笑容 都有 阴影
我站在满心 期待的屋顶
嘲笑我的伤心
像一口没有水的 枯井
我用尽我的自信
要我后悔莫急等待爱情

ECHO1
为你弹奏肖邦 的夜曲
纪念我死去 的爱情
跟夜风一样的声音
心碎的很好听
手在键盘 敲钢琴
我给的思念 太小心
你埋葬的地方就有你

为你弹奏肖邦的夜曲
纪念我死去的爱情
而我为你 隐姓埋名
在月光下 弹琴
对你心跳 的感应
还是如此 温热亲近
怀念你那鲜红的唇印

ECHO2
一群 嗜血的蚂蚁 被腐肉所吸引
我面无表情 看孤独的风景
失去你　爱 开始分明
失去你　还有什么 事好关心
那鸽子 不再象征 和平
我终于被提醒　捆着手我现在是 奴隶
我用漂亮的押韵 形容被掠夺一空 的爱情

It all happened roughly two years ago in a barbecue party that Paul first met Emily. He wanted to start the first conversation with her but he was too shy to even approach her. When the chance came that finally Paul was able to gather all his guts to talk to her it was when Emily wanted to find a seat but Paul's bag was on her way. Then by chance he spole to her by apologised and moved the bag away. But then when more people came he had to move again to make a seat for her. They didn't talk much except introducing each other. At the first glance, Paul had already fall in love with Emily.

In a blink of an eye and two years had gone. Both Paul and Emily are now studying in the universities more then 2500 miles apart. Paul had to come back hometown to work as a trainee while Emily came back to enjoy her wonderful time with her family. As Paul have had a crush on her, the feeling increased gradually until in the end he decides that he should do something about it.

Paul had left home for studies in overseas in July while Emily went a week earlier for studies nearer then their hometown. Although they were thousands of miles apart, they still keep in touch by msn and not to mention, facebook and this makes them closer friends. Of all the companies that Paul applied for a vacation employment in the place where he studied, he was rejected all together. In the end, he managed to get a placement back in hometown. In his mind, he was happy because he could meet her again. He purposely booked the airline a week earlier then her in order to make time for preparation. Then this time he begun to plan for ways to capture her heart. First it was a welcoming crew proposal, then it was cancelled due to delay in flights. Before departing for home, he brought a special self-made Lavender for her, a teddy bear and a small bottle of candies. He even made her a keychain with her name on it.

Then the very time had come for him to meet her, it was at a prayer meeting that they met after almost half a year. At that night, he handed her the special Lavender made specially just for her. She accepted it with a smile and thank him. Then he was so lucky to be chosen to performed in a charity performance together with her. This he thought was a chance of a life time to tell her his true feelings. At their first practise, he gave her the specially made keychain with her name wooven on it. She accepted it and thanked him again.

On one very fine day, he finally decided to ask her out for a drink and talk. One fine afternoon, he managed to ask her out for a drink. So he went to pick her up and to crave for ice-cream they go. When they were enjoying their ice-cream, Paul tells her his experience studying overseas. And at the right time, he handed out the small teddy bear he bought from Myers and a bottle of candies. He seems to be talking more then her and she seems to be listening more. He also finds out the she was not as excited as him when they met. He was trying to keep the conversation going but for her, millions of other things seem to be running in her mind. In the end when he finished telling stories, she asked to leave. So happily he fetched here home and tell her that he'll ask her out for movie.

That night, Paul happened to saw her status as she will hold on to what she promised to God and hope that somebody will take action at the right time.

Now, Paul grasp his hand tightly, his feet shakes and his lungs were short of breath when he heard the news that she was in a relationship with a man that is not him. He almost gone hairwired when a reliable source tells him the news. All of the hope, all of what he intended to do, all of his plan was ruined in that moment.

End of part 1.